Conversation started May 25, 2011
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		 5/25, 10:51pmBonze Anne Rose Blayk Hiya Garry! ... look, I understand the need for safety ... but ... training wheels? ... oh, so it's a new law; this is New York, after all! NEVERMIND! (hey, have a great day!  and hey #2: I don't care what YOU think:  I think your performance last time with The Coots was swell!) 
		May 29, 2011
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		 5/29, 11:51pmGarry Bordonaro Those weren't my wheels, I just stole them for a joy ride...  I couldn't afford a real bike. Thanks for the encouragement, but I think I'll skip the afternoon of beer next time.  Hope you enjoyed it anyway. 
		December 22, 2012
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		 12/22, 8:32amBonze Anne Rose Blayk Hi Garry! OK, here's the link to the page in my "tayrot" FB Photo Album with an image of the first page of Tegmark's "Parallel Universes", brief description of its relevance, and links to other pages… https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10150338553147954&set=a.429140027953.232215.707147953&type=3&theater Haha, my friend from Far Samarkand (that is, the Tasmanian Cary Lenehan) just liked this photo!  LOL:  coincidences shall never cease! (I hope, if they do, it means the entire multiverse has run down at all layers, and that would be a real drag!)¬
		 tayrot  "Parallel Universes", Professor Max Tegmark (M.I.T. Physics) - — Source: http:/...See More"264. 'What we Do.' — What we do is never understood, but only praised and blamed." The Joyful Wisdom - Friederich Nietzsche. Images and text related to my character, my relationship with Susan Hamann, catastrophic Adverse Drug Reaction in January 1997 leading to insanity and arson, and subsequent "treatment" by th...See MoreBy: Bonze Anne Rose Blayk
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		 12/22, 8:35amBonze Anne Rose Blayk Cary introduced me to TISM, so… he is an amazing person in so many ways! The one he dropped on me was "(He'll Never Be An) Old Man River", the second in this YouTube playlist… Fuck, my mind was blown.  I may never recover from TISMatization!  Australians… they're fucking crazy!   I can relate…  http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL0D887FFE790A63E0&feature=mh_lolz¬
		TISM WILL ROCK YOUR UNIVERSE!  www.youtube.com"TISM WILL ROCK YOUR UNIVERSE!", a playlist created by bonzeblayk
		May 18
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		 ¬5/18, 7:45amBonze Anne Rose Blayk Good monring, Garry!  I already dropped Max Tegmark's "Parallel Universes" into this chat/dialog/convowhatsis, so I shall not repeat that, except to note this quotation from that first page of the arXives paper:  "Indeed, there are infinitely many other regions the size of our observable universe, where every possible cosmic history is played out. This is the Level I multiverse." p. 3  Every.  Possible.  History.  -> Talking Pink Unicorns.  They're invisible, alright, but that's because they're using Stealth technology!  YAY Randomness!  Whatever - looking over my "tayrot" Photo Album to provide this link into it, it starts off weird and ??? but gets explicit very quickly.  Including, towards the end, the scans from "I, Sniper" -  https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10151301375112954&set=a.429140027953.232215.707147953&type=3&theater  "Why can't we simply destroy the narrative?"  "Starling, it's everywhere.  It's all things.  It's permanent.  It's beyond.  It's beneath.  It's above.  It's in the air, the music, the furniture, the DNA, the blood, if those assholes had blood."  "I say, 'Destroy the narrative.'"  √ on Clarice! 
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		 ¬5/18, 8:15amBonze Anne Rose Blayk … the "mental health" "Recovery" narrative being - we never make mistakes, psych drugs have documented "side effects" which are never observed in practice, and "You will need to take medications for the rest of your life."  … oops. 
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		 ¬5/18, 8:22amBonze Anne Rose Blayk And in my case the continual grinding subtext of "God, you are an awful person… confess your sins!  WE KNOW  YOU FOR WHAT YOU REALLY ARE!"  (sniggers)  And in the case of the sniper, a veteran of Vietnam?  Fuck.  "Baby killers", only they aim when they're shooting at innocent babies (bearing AKs).  Fuck that shit.  Now of course, there's no way Dick could have known that I surrendered two unregistered handguns following a complaint of rape by Nurse Hamann (RN), except  1) my case is apparently mildly notorious in the area among LEO's, as one might expect in TinyTown, and  2) It's in my frickin' Tayrot Photo Album!  https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10150533077192954&set=a.429140027953.232215.707147953&type=3&theater  LOL!  PS:  The firearms surrendered were:  - A Marlin 9mm Camp Carbine (nice)  - A Colt .380 (the model from which Browning developed the Colt .45 M1911), and  - A Colt .22LR Woodsman Target pistol.  SIGH  Anyway, WTF!, Ron Farr is supposed to be coming by to get my roof fixed HOORAY and so I must be off…  Have a great day, OK?  thanks, and i greatly appreciate our conversations… i am short on the sciency end of acquaintances these days!  … keep in mind what Feynman said about "Computer Science"… "Any discipline that has 'Science' in its name… isn't a science."  bye, etc., and thanks again!  - bonzie anne 
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		 ¬5/18, 9:04amBonze Anne Rose Blayk More LOL from "tayrot" - 
		I do not believe I could be any more explicit … about being a comedienne.
		https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=450151092953&set=a.429140027953.232215.707147953&type=3&theater 
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		 ¬5/18, 9:09amBonze Anne Rose Blayk "Destroy the narrative." … "Think of the entertainment value!" More LOL, this, from my home state of Arkansas! https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10151486939742954&set=a.429140027953.232215.707147953&type=3&theater  It should be in the "Handbook on the Rules of Life", to be issued to each and every 6-year old child:  .  "Never fuck with a comedienne! Inevitably, no matter how much WIN you enjoy in combat, you will be hearing the challenge - 'Come over here and I'll bite your kneecaps off!'"  Python FTW.  Anyway, bye for now.-) 
		June 8
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		 ¬6/8, 11:09pmBonze Anne Rose Blayk Here's… LAMB / CHOPS … well, this is on the mind-blowing side of life already, and then I get into the (spontaneous) reading from the text of "The Silence of the Lambs"… ow.  Or rather, POW POW -- POW POW  That's more like it! 
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		 ¬6/8, 11:17pmBonze Anne Rose Blayk https://bonzeblayk.wordpress.com/2013/02/23/b-a-r-blayk-lamb-chops-transsexualism-misdirection-and-the-silence-of-the-lambs/ Yes, it's 15 minutes long, but… https://sites.google.com/site/lektalekton/  ART RUNS AT ITS OWN TEMPO  And the link above there is Mary Jo's Silence of the Lambs website…  She's working on her dissertation on the author, Thomas Harris, for a degree at Rutgers… and working at IC as an instructional IT consultant?  LOL - unreal!  But I've never gotten the opportunity to meet her; she scheduled one get-together at Starbucks a couple of years ago, had car problems… blah blah, she may not be a highly social person to start with… and WOW COULD THIS BE ANY MORE WEIRD?  Nah.  Oh, and another thing Dick might have come across, just because he's got a professional interest in forensic psychiatry, and the blog I posted this comment on is very popular?  "Shrink Rap"  Clink Shrink is one of the three Shrink Rappers, and she's a forensic psychiatrist working in a correctional setting (yes, a prison!)  I left a comment… typically blaykish?  "Shrink Rap:  You're a Whore"  -> forensic psychiatrists are all whores, or so many other psychiatrists believe.  http://psychiatrist-blog.blogspot.com/2012/02/youre-whore.html#comment-1696680192388002321  Hell, it doesn't leap to the comment…  My comments are at the very bottom of the page.  Highlights:  my linkout to  "Let's play a game!" - How Many Dates Can One Forensic Psychiatrist Fuck Up In Novel Ways On Just One Page?  My FB scan of a page from an AMAZINGLY BAD application for Treatment Over Objection (forced drugging)…  And yeah, I … do go on!  OMG.  Note, Dick has to "interface" with forensic psychiatrists in his work… assuming he's an LMHC, which makes total sense (with the Community Mental Health degree, that's a Master's - I believe I've got this all right?)  Oh dear.  Anyway, thank you very much!, and WTF Sonic Rust was pretty decent!  LOL… "It's TinyTown ALL OVER!"  Thanks again, and good night!  hugs - bonzie anne  PS:  Forensic psychiatrists are pretty much like psychiatrists in general, except they's all whores?  Or in the case of the prisons, mostly foreigners, I would guess!  -> The Right Stuff vs Psychiatrists…  https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10150955846757954&set=a.429140027953.232215.707147953&type=3&theater 
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		 ¬6/9, 12:19amBonze Anne Rose Blayk Another kicker: my (intersex/transsexual) friend Zoe Brain is very friendly with the Shrink Rappers - they have a podcast, and they interviewed her for a segment on intersex/trans conditions?  Zoe's an expert on that now.  (Zoe is a "4SD" -- 160+ IQ -- ltracompetent software genius - incl. Naval Warfare Combat Systems?  Yup.  She developed the Australian Electronic Voting System - FORMALLY PROVABLE CODE.  omg.)
		Yeah, well, mind's blowing again, gotta go!  lolololololol "unreal"!  bye… - bonzie anne 
		August 18
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		 ¬8/18, 12:21pmBonze Anne Rose Blayk GOOD AFTERNOON, Garry! 
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		 ¬8/18, 12:24pmBonze Anne Rose Blayk Well, that was quite the stirring performance last night, the video takes are QUITE NICE, alas the audio is ??? - Alex was driving the LINEOUT into peaking, and maybe I should have gone over and tried harder to get him to trim the output some (Ray and Rob are quite cooperative and would have known what I was gesticulating about, Alex? - "I CAN'T HEAR YOU!" *sigh* - I don't think he even knew I was capturing the board output!)… 
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		 ¬8/18, 12:26pmBonze Anne Rose Blayk Hence, I tried to address the issue on my end of things, but the DR-2d wasn't cooperating… so I just engaged the limiter?  ??? The file sizes of the first two files are freakishly small (this is "wrong"!), but the 3rd one is "nominal"… ??? Since I don't know your set I can't say what, if anything, is missing.  SIGH 
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		 ¬8/18, 12:26pmBonze Anne Rose Blayk So the link is at  http://badtriprecords.biz/dl/therods/  Here's a screencap of the Statistics on the 3rd file from Amadeus Pro - not evil, but again, ??? - I always avoid all clipping, but it just wasn't possible! 
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		 ¬8/18, 12:32pmBonze Anne Rose Blayk Whatever, it doesn't actually SOUND "bad", but digital clipping is EVIL.  I'm going to have to read over the DR-2d manual again to figure out just what was going wrong… ordinarily it seemed to me the input gain adjustment affected both LINE and MIC feeds, "but not last night!"  *SIGH*  Anyway, I have "Third World Issues" to deal with today - i.e., mere survival - so I'll chat later on, OK?  Thanks, and GREAT FUCKING SET!  PS:  Carl is a seriously badassed drummer.  WOW.  Seriously, THAT is a POWER TRIO!  !!!!!  Have a great day, OK?  thanks again!  - bonzie anne  PS:  If there's anything missing from the audio, I'll go back to the DR-2D and see if I can recover the deleted files… never tried to do file recovery on it (DOS format), but I'm not sure that anything is actually missing… just "outside normal operating parameters". ?  bye! - bonzie anne 
		August 24
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		 8/24, 5:16pmBonze Anne Rose Blayk So, have you gotten around to checking it out yet?
		I'm curious about any opinion you have about the audio… I took another listen, and it sounds OK to me (I just hate limiting on principle… except as a production tool?)  thanks, and have a great day!  - bonzie anne 
		August 25
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		 ¬8/25, 6:44pmGarry Bordonaro I'm getting there, got a house full of relatives.. 
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		 ¬8/25, 6:45pmBonze Anne Rose Blayk OK, I shall be patient!
		I'm going to mail a DVD out to Carl on Monday with the A/V on it; I think the handheld came out… OMFG!  -  "IT"S HEAVY METAL!"  Color me "impressed!"  I was also impressed with the gal who was dancing:  it's not my style, so I don't think I can really hack it as dance music, but she was grooving Major League!  … nifty!  Have a great day, OK?  bye! - bonzie anne 
		September 11
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		 ¬9/11, 8:17pmBonze Anne Rose Blayk Hiya Garry!  … just wondering how The Project is coming along, and how you are liking the A/V from THE RODS? 
		October 11
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		 10/11, 11:23amBonze Anne Rose Blayk HELLO AGAIN DOCTOR BORDONARO! I'm hoping you'll be showing at The Haunt tonight, inasmuch I am in great need of intelligent conversation, etc., etc. I hope you've had a good week.  Mine, "feh!" … nevertheless, I persist! thanks, sincerely,
		- bonzie anne 
		October 12
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		 10/12, 12:23pmBonze Anne Rose Blayk Swept up in the DWI machine… they're in cahoots with the cops (kickback from the DWI profit engine). 
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		 10/12, 12:25pmBonze Anne Rose Blayk When I picked up Susan for Christmas just on the heels of my DWI, as usual, she unleashed an encyclopedic knowledge on the topic - how cops can rig the machines, etc. - and the bottom line for dealing with bars is "never accept anything at a bar [you don't trust] unless it's bottled and you seen the bartender take the cap off and hand it to you in plain sight." 
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		 10/12, 12:26pmBonze Anne Rose Blayk And once again… THANK YOU!  hugs, hon:  you are a prince!  (And I mean that in a good way, right?)  LOLOL  And w/r/t Buckaroo Banzai, that soundtrack… wow.  Just mindblowing electropop… awesome shit! 
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		 10/12, 12:29pmBonze Anne Rose Blayk "So what… 'big deal!'" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8MqJ3iGBdOo¬
		Buckaroo Banzai end titles (credits) (good quality)  www.youtube.comI know that there are other copies of the end titles to Buckaroo Banzai, but I thought we needed one that was clearly labeled, not edited, and in the right a...
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		 10/12, 12:29pmBonze Anne Rose Blayk Perky!  Up!  √ "LOVE!"  "My jacket?  Why me, Buckaroo?"
		"Because you're perfect."  My daughter enjoyed the movie, but hates Ellen Barkin (as an actress?)  ???  "Not for me to judge, really!"  Have a great day, OK?  thanks, - bonzie anne  AND REMEMBER… 
		"No matter where you go… there you are." 
		October 16
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		 10/16, 9:33pmBonze Anne Rose Blayk Aha!  Fleetside will be playing tomorrow night at 6PM at The Haunt! YAY  Anyway, it was great chatting with you last Friday, and I would love to see more of that artwork you shared with me also…, and how 'bout that heron?   SPOOKY Have a great evening, OK, Garry! thanks again!
		- bonzie anne 
		October 20
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		 10/20, 9:59amBonze Anne Rose Blayk In case you didn't notice my post… I worked up a video from Fleetside's performance? "CONSEQUENCES" (via Robert Cray) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wu-sRMCu-Vs¬
		Fleetside — CONSEQUENCES  www.youtube.comFleetside performs Robert Cray's "Consequences" at The Haunt - 10/17/13. - videolatry by bonze anne blayk
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		 10/20, 10:02amBonze Anne Rose Blayk EQ - FROM HELL! - because Peter was so low in the mix?
		But -wtf- it's "message music" (for me at least), a swell performance… and a provocation to -dance-. ALRIGHT! Anyway, have a great day, Garry! hugs, etc., and thanks - bonzie anne 

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FOLLOWING my awareness that Garry was getting a divorce:

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		November 4
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		 11/4, 9:11am   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk Hi Garry!
		 A question: What was the place you were recommending for selling clothing on commission?  
		 I figure it's probably worthwhile; even though most of Susan's clothes were not stored properly (we're talking about some 30 linear feet of clothing when they were hung - yes, I have that much closet space! - and got stuffed in bags by Alice and put in the Far Studio?), they appear to be OK… and some of it is very nice designer's wear (accumulated when Susan skimmed the cream of the donations to the Battered Women's Task Force… "smhiw" - "shaking my head in wonderment"!)
		 Her shoes are not ("mice").
		 --> re: "Treatment Programs":
		 … I've been looking over the website for OASAS/DDP "treatment programs", and am not feeling good about this… it's probably still possible to arrange for a decent private treatment provider, but "more research is needed" (I had to figure out the regs back in 1997 and "explain how it works" to the DDP folks so I could get Dr. Leifer set up as my "treatment provider", but they've changed the regs, and appear to have tightened up the requirements - the better to guarantee their treatment mills have a regular flow of grist, eh?  SICK.)
		 Somebody out there should be decent (guaranteed not: the few that appear on their website!  Among those, the Tompkins Alcohol and Drug Council is probably the best option… Dr. Bezirganian is the chief, and he is DEFINITELY a good man and a decent clinician…) 
		I recommend doing more research on options before choosing one - if you can delay doing so.  (This is a potential quagmire - trust me on that.)
		_____ Also… I worked up video for The Destination's performance of VEHICLE?
		 That guitar solo… "wow".
		 http://youtu.be/9wXIVKJWpHo
		 … just FYI I am greatly looking forward to Rottweiler Nation this Friday… √√√, "Not The Coots… but they will do!"
		 … maybe I can persuade them to do some BÖC… ?
		 LOL, and I hope you have "a fairly decent day", OK?   thanks, - bonzie anne   ¬
		   The Destination - VEHICLE  www.youtube.comTHE DESTINATION cover Chicago's hit tune... VEHICLE. Like Joe says when it's done, "wow".      
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		 11/4, 10:44am   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk …    
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		 11/4, 10:52am   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk And again, w/r/t addiction and Treatment Mills, I thought you might find this brief discussion I had about it on FB about it "interesting"…  
		 BTW, Neal Gray is/was kind of an alcoholic?  Just FYI, to explain why he's interested in the topic of addiction… "YAWON† who is possibly >50% For Real."
		 *sigh* - thanks, - bonzie anne
		 † "Yet Another Wanker On the Net"   download  Neal Gray - Stewart Brand on Addictions & The Plot.pdf    
		November 4
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		 11/4, 9:34pm   Garry Bordonaro The used clothing store is Trader Kay's. There is at least one more, but Kay's is on the Commons and well established.
		
		Thanks for the info, I agree with the greed assessment...    
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		 ¬11/4, 9:36pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk Thank you!
		
		And you're welcome… it's a matter of concern to me, not just for my interests (they aren't after me now, -but- … they might be again?), and the social ramifications of it are horrifying.  … you may have failed their "Decision Tree" analysis because of difficulties in your marriage.  !!!    
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		 ¬11/4, 9:38pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk Not that it's useful to you anymore… here's the document describing the protocols they use for determining treatment recommendations?
		 http://www.oasas.ny.gov/treatment/health/locadtr/LOCADTRGuidelines.pdf
		 It's… a horror.   http://www.oasas.ny.gov/treatment/health/locadtr/LOCADTRGuidelines.pdf  www.oasas.ny.gov•sÅôË§ž®\"âÓèLßôw›«ºnÔI•cYf£òEjðMžnIxÞŽò«z«ó#¢¬ÈÃF"k­ •VuU¡²j!™k­®0ç$ñ×:ñš8'%9êrN~âØOs®‹ßðAâõAü’9ä8ÏÇ1æÜ÷8¯Ä|ÌÏDü‹sÚ´ ;Y)£³Z:›èÆ3MrºÜ3W¹­vŠD¼–E‘ŒÀTR‘©å‘ºa+Î«lû”eÔž¡û±Òš¸Ì54kCÙ(ï k“uÅmÉf)Ú'*e@smFzL_Žß?nŸ:¦æ qïCë©ò²x”løÑÕ¸ÎûmpeÞnƒÉÛ­9Ônum„‡çþB§Û¾îVëÛy›uÙ¸òÄÞªï÷ÖFïöÖ´ÛÓ:ªyJGÕe*üÿçŸŠ7ßhe5º’5(it\…       
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		 ¬11/4, 9:43pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk … my experience in dealing with the folks who are specialized in substance abuse counseling - the CASAS certification? - is that they are ALL nuts.  Being an addict or alcoholic is a PREREQUISITE for getting those jobs!  … Sue and I met with one of her friends early on in our relationship, a gal who was doing substance abuse counseling but… alas!… was not and never had been addicted to anything, and was thus deemed "unqualified".  Maybe if she had spent a year knocking back a twelve-pack a day…  SHE COULDA BEEN A CONTENDER!  Sick reasoning for sick people.  re: "Relationship difficulties", on first glance I can't make out exactly how they gauge "co-morbidities", or "co-existing conditions"… the truth is, any therapist can make a mountain out of a molehill?  Or take Mt. Everest (pretty solid, that!) and make it out to be… Vesuvius.  Mountains, true, but of a different character.    
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		 ¬11/4, 10:05pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk From that document on p. 4:
		 "Once the most appropriate program setting within the determined level of care is identified, other services may need to be engaged. Clients may need to receive motivational counseling, assistance in making and completing the referral, dealing with situational issues, family member or significant other engagement, and support with addiction and other system linkages. The client may require a full range of intervention skills including: presenting the findings to the client; working through the client’s denial, resistance, shame, fear and/or feelings of hopelessness; helping the client to understand the negative consequences of alcohol and substance use, and to recognize the prognosis for the future and the value of treatment; and assisting the client with development of a plan of action based on this recognition."
		 OMG KMN
		 "… I'm from the guvnment, and I'm here to help!  BY GOD… you are a wreck!"
		 (Presses the panic button; the Keystone Cops arrive on cue)    
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		 ¬11/4, 10:09pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk -> "working through the client’s denial…"
		It's really important to find a -rational- treatment provider, or failing that, to figure out how to work your story (which I believe) so it is persuasive …  Pleading GUILT is a bad idea, even though that's what they want to see.  ???  Part of the problem is… the treatment providers know you're a liar, because they're addicts, and -they- lied a lot?  (eyeroll) - they're "sophisticated" that way!  Anyway, have a "fair-to-middling" tomorrow… I hope!  hugs, - bonzie anne    
		November 5
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		 ¬11/5, 8:03pm   Garry Bordonaro You ARE a ray of sunshine...    
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		 ¬11/5, 8:03pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk I am blushing, Garry (in a good way).  … it was my takedown by the folks at Family & Children's Service that led to The Catastrophe… and it was All About Pot (and my DWI, which as I told you… was probably set up.)  … I got out of the mental health system… without lying!  But it took a long, long time…  You're not likely to be running the same risks as I did, though… because I am almost compulsive about telling the truth?  And when the truth got to be very strange… well, they just assumed I was lying!  … or nuts.      
		November 10
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		 ¬11/10, 12:11pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk SO just a minor followup here to round out that parting joke?
		 It's hilarious, because what true aspirant "punk rocker" would pass up a chance to meet me, "sex-drenched" or not?
		 Hell, co-founding the Samoans… that's my "cert" in the world of (quasi)-music?  LOL!
		 But witnessed from the perspective of an anon foraging in the  vastness of the Internet on craigslist, well, that's -too scary!- Anonymity… "feh."
		 The truly hilarious part of this is that I had told Karen, "I bet they freak out over my email!" - and they did!
		 √ on freaking out the posers.   download  Garry Bordonaro - Fwd_ The Stooges? The Cramps? (Ithaca) - LOL What was I saying?.rtfd.zip    
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		 ¬11/10, 12:16pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk … and to segue into my email response to "CharlieBouv"/"Mel" on Okcupid, the "mental health clinician" at the Lansing facility… whoever the hell he is?  re:  anonymity/Dick/"whoever" _____
		 Tsk tsk: we live in an era of people striving for anonymity... whose meanings eventuate in nullities, because they choose to swamp themselves in the ocean of indifference into which they have launched their vessels of hope... Care about all, or care not at all: the sharks are circling, and they, too, have their hopes up.... "psychopaths".
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		 ¬11/10, 12:18pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk HARUMPH … I have no idea what that guy is up to, but whether it's for good (for a touch of paranoia:  he might be following through on The Plot! yikes…) or bah, humbug ("I don't care what you do at home!"), it's a bit creepy, and kind of disgusting if the veil of anonymity know assumed is for this purpose:
		 HOMO-SEXUAL by the Angry Samoans
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		   Angry Samoans - Homo-sexual  www.youtube.comfrom the unboxed set the song is about a guy who is keeping his homosexuality a secret from his family and how that is messed up they arnt bashers or haters ...      
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		 ¬11/10, 12:21pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk LOLOL there's a cover, by the gay guys in Matmos recording under another name?
		
		"Do you want punk rock, or do you want…"
		THE SOFT PINK TRUTH?
		 They tweaked the lyrics a bit…
		 "Homosexual
		Kill Dan White
		Homosexual
		Metal Mike" LOLOLOL (repeating)  Have a great day, Garry, or reasonable facsimile of same.  hugs, - bonzie anne    
		November 10
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		 11/10, 10:32pm   Garry Bordonaro Cool tune.  Also, great tribute by Ritchie, thanks. Is this really you? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fTjnvyWZjAg   ¬
		   Angry Samoans - 1st time on New Wave Theatre 1980  www.youtube.comThe Angry Samoans on New Wave Theater. Steak Knife, Pictures of Matchstick Men, Inside My Brain and interview from around March 1980. New Wave Theater was on...      
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		 ¬11/10, 10:33pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk You're very welcome!  Nope, that's Mike along with the original band, except PJ Galligan has replaced me on guitar…  No video exists of the original band.  It's pretty amazing shit, though, and we were along the same lines… only the tempos weren't cranked up to a hardcore punk speed until after I left…  THIS is me.    "one moment please…"    
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		 ¬11/10, 10:40pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk http://bonzeblayk.wordpress.com/2010/12/15/hello-world/   Hello world!  bonzeblayk.wordpress.comHaving never lived in Carson (California, in Los Angeles County), nor been closely acquainted with a Carson Girl, I cannot attest to the truth of the assertions made in the lyrics of this song. How...       
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		 ¬11/10, 10:43pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk Phooey:  WordPress is really sluggish of late (that has a blurb and the lyrics?)… here's the YouTube link:    
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		 ¬11/10, 10:43pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sV1i47fNVMU   ¬
		   Angry Samoans - Carson Girls  www.youtube.com"Carson Girls" ... written by Metal Mike Saunders, as performed by the Angry Samoans on "I'm In Love with Your Mom" (available on Amazon.com MP3s). A Valenti...      
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		 ¬11/10, 10:43pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk My remaster of the original demo tape…  LOATHED UNIVERSALLY BY ALL RIGHT-THINKING PEOPLE!  … lol^3  That's the band surf song / love song; that's as good as it gets!  99% of the rest is billed (almost accurately) as "psychotic hatred", which is the vibe they went for after I left…  Now, mind you, I played on about half of the classic songs, including "I'm in Love with Your Mom" (a VOM retread), "You're a Pig", "You Stupid Asshole", etc. etc. etc., so I have plenty of street cred as a punker!  When they went hardcore — right along with Black Flag and the other bands in 1st Wave LA Hardcore — they kept the older tunes, cranked up and chopped so they came in under 2:00!  … I don't like most of them as much that way; the lyrics lose a lot of impact, and (for example) the classic "My Old Man's a Fatso" loses its 3-2 2-2 2-3 lyric structure, which is rather unusual?  … Gregg et al just assume I will never have the money to sue their asses for Breach of Contract with Bad Trip Records… "we shall see about that!"  Here's a link to the MP3 of the original demo as remastered (by me) for the Amazon release…  http://badtriprecords.biz/angrysamoans/camo.zip    
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		 ¬11/11, 7:55pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk And yes, you nailed it… the Order of the Solar Temple had the fantasy (?) that they were the inheritors of the traditions of … the Knights Templar!
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		 ¬11/11, 7:55pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk thanks, and I hope you have a good day tomorrow, Garry… - bonzie anne    
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		 ¬11/13, 3:48pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk WHEN THE DEED WAS DONE
		THEY WERE BIG AND BOLD!
		BUT SHE TOOK UP WITH A BIKER -
		AND STUCK HIM WITH THE LOAN!
		 LOL, I took a couple of hours and worked up GREAT BIG FAKE ONES…
		 I've marked it as an Unlisted video, so it's not available to the public… share it with the guys, let me know if it should be shared, revised,  scrapped entirely… or "whatever!"
		 thanks, Garry…, I am LMAO over here!
		
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		   THE RODS - Great Big Fake Ones  www.youtube.comTHE NEW HIT SINGLE from THE RODS... INCOMPARABLE! videolatry courtesy bonze anne blayk      
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		 ¬11/13, 3:49pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk Ah, here's the EQ for this beast!
		 Have a great day, OK? THANKS AGAIN!  LOLOL   ¬
		    
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		 9:38pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk Hello Garry!
		
		 I hope you're doing well… I was wretchedly sick a few days back but am already recovered…
		 I apologize for bailing on you last week, but as a minor defense?  -that's the only pay i get for doing a/v!-  (sigh)
		 And I'm also feeling a bit embarrassed, because I've been intending to share with you Susan's letter and the fulltext of ROCK ME (still-incomplete because there was more I had "thought out"), and keep choking… I prefer to talk over this kind of stuff, and wanted to read the letter to you because IT IS AMAZING!… but… I try to be sensitive to circumstances? and they hadn't seemed quite right…
		 Anyway:  here's what's been written out for ROCK ME.  ("Oh dear god, allow me to wallow only briefly in embarrassment as I LAUGH MY ASS OFF!")   download  ROCK ME - 3-28-92 - 4-19-13 - COMPLETE.pdf    
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		 9:43pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk And gee, I should feel embarrassment when I'm flogging this shit… locally?  On craigslist?  "Oh.  Dear."
		 http://ithaca.craigslist.org/muc/4236477839.html
		 It was such a setup for a comedienne, y'know?  Like the knock-knock joke?
		 "Shave and a haircut!" - tap tap tap-tap-tap! "Shave and a haircut!" - tap tap tap-tap-tap! "Shave and a haircut!" - tap tap tap-tap-tap!
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		 10:00pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk But… "onward.  Excelsior, and a stiff upper lip, eh?"
		 You can see just from the text of ROCK ME how Susan came to her… conclusions about me?  There were other indications, as well. Yes, an embarrassment, but a minor one:  my conscience is clean, even if my subconscious has some peculiar drives…
		 Susan's letter is a mind-blower.  Her expressions of regret over borderline-type love/hate behaviors is not that important - I was aware of that; she typically apologized for her "episodes" almost immediately afterwards, within a day, and given the trauma inflicted on her (more than once, by several different people), I was forgiving.
		 No, it's that she comes -this close- to an explicit formulation of The Plot.  "THIS close!"   … Good God.  I never thought I'd see anything like this… never.
		 - "What shall we do"
		 For others, it's merely allusive.
		 For me, it nails down what was already in place in my understanding of the matter… wow.  I love that woman… a beauty, and a -fucking genius-. … I hope she's OK.   download  1995-11-21 Susan Hamann - Letter to Bonze - PHOENIX poem with Print Rendition.pdf    
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		 10:03pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk … sucks being her.  I'm glad I am not -that- beautiful:  it tends to attract pests.
		 thanks, Garry… and thanks for your friendship.
		 sincerely,
		- bonzie anne
		 PS:  If I can't figure out a way to make money off this story, I lack the brains God gave me!
		 LOL:  this letter is not for distribution:  I'm only sharing it with a few close friends I trust entirely:  it would harm Susan, and that's not the point.
		 peace. - bonzie anne    		Today
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		 10:50pm   Garry Bordonaro Roger that. I will keep it private. BTW, I'm playing with M-Eleven the 27th at the Haunt...    
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		 ¬10:52pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk Looking forward to it! thanks! - bonzie anne    
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		 ¬10:56pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk Naturally, I will be showing for Iron Horse on Friday… and hoping the additional lead guitarist they've told me they're getting is as good as they claim?  (Ted's no match for Dave Halton there.) YAY SOUTHERN ROCK (including Southern California Rock!)
		 A fave: 
		POISON WHISKEY  
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		   Lynyrd Skynyrd - Poison Whiskey (studio version)  www.youtube.comDaddy was a Cajun baby, raised on Southern land So my kinfolks tell me, was a street-fightin' man. Well, they rushed him down to see the doctor well the doct...    
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		 ¬10:56pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk (too bad they don't do that)  
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		 ¬11:07pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk I was marveling at this Skynyrd performance from 1975 I posted… an entire show at the Winterland… one of the things Skynyrd covers generally lack is the Allen Collins whammy-bar vibe: powerful stuff! & Ed King on lead OMG. http://www.youtube.com/attribution_link?u=%2Fwatch%3Fv%3D3QR28CzONi8%26feature%3Dshare&a=W0nW7XhlkBywhoiHKvYnfA      ¬
		   Lynyrd Skynyrd - complete concert from Winterland 1975  www.youtube.comThe best live performance of the legendary band in it's original line up!!! enjoy!

		December 31, 2013
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		 ¬12/31, 10:13am   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk I worked up CLOCKS and SHAKIN'! from the gig… Hey, I hope you don't hate this on account of your mistake a little ways in, I think it ROCKS! (love SHAKIN… lol) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mNXnOW-pNQo ¬
		   M-Eleven - CLOCKS and SHAKIN'  www.youtube.comM-Eleven performs Coldplay's CLOCKS and SHAKIN'! by Eddie Money at The Haunt... December 27, 2013.  
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		 ¬12/31, 10:14am   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk Here's the link for the uploads… http://badtriprecords.biz/dl/m11/  
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		 ¬12/31, 10:17am   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk … still under my cold and mildly bummed that there's no band at Rascals, because the Chanty is soooo far away (and surrounded by drunken maniacs and cops entangled in high-speed chases, lol, New Year's Eve brings out the lunatics!) But wtf dues are owed to St. Herman!   LOLOL THANK YOU and see you around…  hugs, - bonzie anne   
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		 1/11, 9:30am   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk Here's the link to my Facebook post recording the comment I left on the IJ article, "Upstate Medical expert raps Cuomo's pot plan," which links to the article also… https://www.facebook.com/bonze.blayk/posts/10152077123992954?stream_ref=10 I guess my punch line is:  "Seriously. Can the taxpayers of New York State afford to pay for this kind of 'expertise' in a time of budgetary crisis? How ignorant and abusive does an 'expert' have to be before they get canned - for incompetence?" I get pointy on it, eh?  LOL! And…  … it only just occurred to me last Saturday at Sonic Rust's gig … all those years Susan spent working as an advocate for women prisoners in West Virginia… and what are women mostly sent up for, besides prostitution? Oh, damn: cons of various stripes.  One of the overpowering "conclusions" I reached while bombed on the mCPP back in January 1997 was that there was something "pointed" in the high percentage of movies we had watched relating to con artistry…  (Susan's published editor's bio from "tayrot") https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10152018305727954&set=a.429140027953.232215.707147953&type=3&theater Family… it's a monstrously beautiful thing: Morticia, to Fester in the Addams family graveyard: 
		"And our credo: 'Sic gorgiamus allos subjectatos nunc.' We gladly feast on those who would subdue us. Not just pretty words." ("The Addams Family" - 1991) (Addamsian "arcana" as discovered -in situ-, arranged for effect:  "what things are not like the others?" - more LOL!) At any rate… great seeing you last night, Garry, and wishing you persistence in "keeping it real" with -the treatment- … (while staying deep in the shade). hugs, - bonzie anne      ¬
		
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		 1/11, 3:54pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk PS:  If you are up for doing some reading on the technical end of the issues here, this work for the popular audience by Harvard philosopher Sissela Bok is … informative? It's almost like a manual.  One technique which appears to be relatively reliable is the "mental reservation" - which as I recall was approved by the Jesuits when deployed for "moral ends"? - the reductio absurdum of which is: - "I never lie (except when I'm breathing)." "Lying: moral choice in public and private life" - Sissela Bok  
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		 1/11, 3:55pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk Tompkins County Public Library has two copies…  bye! - bonzie anne   
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		 1/18, 1:46pm   Garry Bordonaro My deep gratitude for the FABULOUS Xmas box of "stuff", and my eternal guilt for not reciprocating.  The "personal" items were a nice touch, and while flattering, will be kept as mementos rather than see usage. Thanks again for the M11 video, which really pointed out to me how much work I have to do to actually add something to the lineup. Stumbled upon something interesting.  Is this correct? From https://www.facebook.com/angry.samoans/info Founding guitarist Kevin Saunders left in July 1979 to go to grad school at Cornell University (and let it be noted that Harlan Hollander of the Tremors filled in for four gigs, and that X-8 of Flipside fanzine was one of the early Summer 1979 auditionees for the guitar job). Kevin was replaced in September 1979 by P.J. Galligan from Ventura (and formerly of unrecorded punk circuit band the T.U.M.O.R.S), whom at that point in time was possibly one of the five best punk rock rhythm guitarists on planet earth (two of the others quite definitely being Greg Hetson and Greg Ginn). PJ lasted until Fall 1984, whereupon he was replaced on lead guitar by Steve Drojensky (formerly of RF7). Steve likewise lasted five years. He later played in all kinds of bands (including Fifi on Triple X Records). History!
		http://www.angrysamoans.com/gif/big/g10.gif   
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		 ¬1/18, 2:00pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk Thanks, Garry; you need not feel guilty, especially not for an eternity? I think the M-11 video is OK, so "there you go!" (LOL on "amateurs"!) re: History: that's correct; although I'm not so sure PJ was one of the five best punk rock rhythm guitarists on earth, Todd Homer (the bassist) swore that he was the fastest rhythm player he'd ever seen… "his hand was a blur!"   
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		 ¬1/18, 2:08pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk Keep in mind, though:  I never was actually in that band!      download  1980 Gregg Turner Angry Samoans Promo Bios - via Mike.pdf
		
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		 ¬1/18, 2:14pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk "See?  That 'Kevin Saunders' dude never was in that band!  It says PJ Galligan founded that band, right in The Trainspotter's Guide to Underground Rock!" Sheesh.      ¬

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		 ¬1/18, 2:18pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk "Oh what a tangled web we weave,
		When first we practice to deceive."   
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		 ¬1/18, 2:23pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk I'll bring you a copy of my remaster of the Rhino Records recording: if you can tolerate garage punk… it rocks. "Gregg Turner on guitar as well"  LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL (Gregg was -allowed- to WEAR a guitar onstage, but… not to plug in?  *sigh* - he eventually got to the point to which he was not actively bad!)   
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		 ¬1/19, 2:49am   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk Oh, BTW? I'm just copying another friend of mine on this, and thought "oh wonderful, here I can play the role of a shining ray of light again!" It's from Jan 30 1997, about the recommendation of the Family & Children's Center that I undergo a month in the "Detox Stress Camp" down at St. Joseph's to treat my "Cannabis Dependence"… That's the document which I supplemented with the photo, saying, "THIS is the -real me-." And gee, I also mentioned playing with the Angry Samoans at Camarillo State Hospital! LOLOL  From my comment about the image: "You were warned." Wow, did Ayn Rand ever feature any "deranged chaotic-good intellectual provocateur-deconstructeurs" in her books? Shit - such an oversight!   more lololol https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10151109177152954&set=a.429140027953.232215.707147953&type=3&theater   
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		 ¬1/19, 9:31am   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk Oops, neglected to add this note I made back around the year 2000:      ¬
		
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		 ¬1/19, 9:33am   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk "What it is." THANK YOU, and hugs, hon… - bonzie anne   

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		 6:58pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk Hi Garry!  I hope you're doing well… YET ANOTHER of the interesting coincidences that mark my life as a long-term resident of TinyTown transpired last Friday… one linked to my career as the CometMonger at Cornell? I attended a jam party thrown by Jim and Reka Wells — guitarist and bassist in "The Meth Collective" at the Ramones Benefit, respectively — and Pete Bosanko of CIT, now the "Area Manager for Identity Management,"just happened to show up and join in on electric guitar. Pete is acquainted with me from my time in CIT … and commenced our conversation by telling me (in paraphrase) "Bonze, I remember the envy I felt for the impressive work you were getting done…"  I responded - "Envy?  Really?  Thank you!  But do you think you will envy me in my -present- conditon?" (lol) Deeply amusing indeed - when the facts clearly stated in my clinical history outline a portrait of this sad case - "Kevin Saunders" - a serial troublemaker appareled in dubious style, failing the most minimal standards of professionalism or indeed mere competence, to the point that Cornell's management was impelled to impart their sentiments that "he should seek other employment." It's Bizarro World! - "That Bonzi Black is at it AGAIN!" Naturally I later unwound in excessive detail the elements of The Plot and the catastrophe of the Adverse Drug Reaction etc. later on… After bringing to mind again his memory of the episode in Feb. 1992 where CIT changed all the locks in the CCC, on account of TERROR! - induced by little 'ol me? In spite of which he friended me back on Facebook!   WILL WONDERS NEVER CEASE Good God:  I had only just realized a couple of days before, that it was during that Februrary, while I was placed on forced paid leave, that I wrote… ROCK ME! AN IDLE MIND IS THE DEVIL'S PLAYGROUND There never was a Bonzi Black, and frankly, the one respect in which I ever truly resembled that wretched meathead is that we are both, obviously, -fuckin' nuts-! "So, obviously, I have received my just deserts in the course of my subsequent life history… for writing that 'Piece Of Crap' scenario in the first place!" NK and LOL  Finally, Garry, I am pleased that you feel flattered, because I intended  by those gifts to communicate my deep respect for you, and confidence in your good judgment. BTW:  I would appreciate the loan of your book on the Knights Templar sometime? thanks, and hugs!, - bonzie anne PS:  Just in case you failed to notice, I finally got around to refreshing my Relationship Status on Facebook?   "Just because" - I do like to spell things out - and I was wonderfully pleased that it was endorsed by Kathy Ziegler and INDEED! my subsequent comment met with approbation from my sister (and former lover) Mia Meryweather Finkelstein… remember the "Honeymoon Story?" LOL! - YAY FAMILY https://www.facebook.com/bonze.blayk/timeline/story?ut=32&wstart=-2051193600&wend=2147483648&hash=10152098148157954&pagefilter=3&ustart=1 Have a great evening, OK?          
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		 7:20pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk PPS:  It was Mia who best summarized the impact of Susan's presence in a telephone conversation we had a while back…  "She's -hypnotic-." A-yup.

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		 11:01am   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk Here's a link to The Sutras' performance from last Saturday - 1/25/14… The sound on the video is "bleh," but for me the beauty of it all really came through with the mixes that I did that are linked at the bottom… "YMWV" http://badtriprecords.biz/dl/thesutras/      Bad Trip Records :: The Sutras  badtriprecords.bizBad Trip Records Temp             
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		 11:28am   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk I did have one item relating to "progress" I felt I should share with you… I managed at last to arrange a brief meeting with Luke Fenchel to discuss various legal matters (e.g. "Do I need to do anything to respond to the Madness of the Samoans?" - "No."), and on sharing Susan's letter with him, realized that I had never offered him the fulltext (such as it is) for ROCK ME?
		 Fixed!  As a Man of Arts and Letters, Luke gets a thrill out of the incredible - seriously, downright unbelievable! - but "mostly true" literary angling embedded in The Plot…
		 "What strange fish in these dark waters we do gaff!"
		 KMN, I am horrified, following a life filled with disdain for "mere creative writers," to find myself hooked - by my own ridiculous narrative!
		 "Moral:  there exist obsessive ideas, they are never personal; books talk among themselves, and any true detection should prove that we are the guilty party." - Umberto Eco, in "Postscript to The Name of the Rose"
		 (NB: Eco is a brilliant semotician and medievalist, rather than a "mere creative writer.")
		 Yeah, well, if we assume an army of bonze blayks in parallel worlds simultaneously embarked on this folly, the day I wrote up that scenario … maybe it's not exactly all my own fault?
		 Here's the link to that article featuring an interview with David Deutsch that I mentioned… wild, wild stuff, and very plausible to me. http://discovermagazine.com/2001/sep/cover      ¬
		   Physics' Best Kept Secret | DiscoverMagazine.com  discovermagazine.comIf quantum theory weren't valid, no one would be walking around with cell phones or Palm Pilots. So physicist David Deutsch wonders this: Why do many smart scientists ignore the larger implications of quantum mechanics?             
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		 11:28am   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk Anyway, it was great chatting with you, as always… have a great day OK? thanks! - bonzie anne
		
				Bonze Anne Rose Blayk So… just to make sure you get the joke in the "NO ACTION" video? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SJevQDTx_mw
		 PS:  I'm prompting you here, because it appears few people read the text that accompanies YouTube videos (or Facebook photos, etc).  "Alas." - that's where most of the explanatory work transpires: my work is being constructed as a hyperTEXT. 
		 PPS:  Gee, I wish you guys hadn't played "Working for the Weekend," because I hate that song… and it got stuck in my head!
		 LOL, and have a great day…
		 thanks,
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		   Foo Fighters - 1996 - Gas Chamber  www.youtube.comFoo Fighters performing at a Virgin Megastore in NYC on 4/25/1996.   
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		 9:06pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk Hi Garry!  I hope you're doing well… I missed chatting with you at the M-Eleven gig, yeah well… "whatever."  
		 One thing to note:  as a consequence of my, ah, entertaining conversation with Annie Halton, I moved to guarantee that nobody misunderstands the nature of the "open relationship" I declare on my FB profile - "oops, my bad, symbolism is dangerous, yes!" - by making a post beginning "I have an open relationship with @bonze blayk" and undertaking the routine of post-dating EVERY SUBSEQUENT POST so it will always appear first!
		 Thus, my FB Timeline will never go past 3/15/14 (unless something changes, which I am deeming "unlikely.")
		 "I hate FB!"
		 Anyway, I have not yet posted my latest Cover Photo, which is based on a very nice finding from some very depressing reviews of my old papers:  I found my ex- making the claim in a sworn statement that Susan lived with me for TWO YEARS!
		 HOSANNA!
		 … she really wouldn't lift a finger to help me, you see?  Just… bad cess, not to wonder what she did.  The divorce went well, but the year prior to that?
		 THAT was a descent into Hell.  Yeah, -trauma-, or more aptly, TRAUMA!
		 Well, I have zero faith in the existence of God, but I assume God is omniscient anyway, and lying in a bad cause is ALWAYS a bad risk! 
		 "O what a tangled web we weave, when first we practice to deceive." 
		"Truth will out."  
		 …  etc etc,  
		 Oh, it's beautiful in its way, because Susan set up The Plot so she could play the game out in many ways… and the cleverly-constructed "truths" Susan shared with them, on which my infamous reputation relied, ran like a red thread through it all, so that one hard tug at it could unravel the whole thing.
		 Yeah, this is it:  2 years ≠ 2 months.  ROFLMAO!  ¬
		  
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		 9:08pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk Yeah, how did that story about bricks go?
		 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uvSTjvDYUk4 
		Yeah!  (We must have watched My Cousin Vinny, often with my daughter sandwiched in between us, some half-a-dozen times.  Uh, Marisa Tomei?  "A SCORCHER")  ¬
		   Cousin vinny solid bricks  www.youtube.comCousin vinny solid bricks  
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		 9:12pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk At any rate, I hope you are doing well!
		 thank you.  … - bonzie anne 
		PS:  The conversation with Annie started off with her exclaiming "I thought I was married for life!" and me wailing… "ME TOO!" 
		But nah, I had to wind up that conversation with a joke:  "I had casual sex ONCE… and it did NOT turn out well." 
		(there's a punch line, but it works better in person) 
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		 9:15pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk PPS:  Thanks for Liking my post on revenge:  I polished it up with my thoughts on the matter two days ago:
		 https://www.facebook.com/bonze.blayk/posts/10152215091792954?comment_id=29443259&offset=0&total_comments=8  
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		Bonze Anne Rose Blayk Nice chatting with you last night, Garry, and again, thanks for encouraging me to go - damn, they were GREAT! I am very happy to hear that you are at least out of the dismal AA groups… gawd, the MISERY there! "re: The Heron - 3/22/14 "I realized that the reason I want the heron as CAPTURED by the camera is because it demonstrates there are times our eyes are more accurate than our instruments. - bonze blayk" That's what I wrote up yesterday afternoon about THAT heron: it was only then that the "full symbolic implications" of it really sank in?  I was trying to nail down my fan Meta Kane's -keen insight- into my vibe - the "Amy WHinehouse" thing? - and on searching for it, guess what showed up in the comments on the same post? Good ole' Neal promoting tattooing, and myself demurring - but noting the exception of the heron my sister Mia insisted I should get back in '93?  (She's the former lover who had her honeymoon at my apartment? LOL!) The heron symbolizes (me), but as Art, a merely symbolic heron would be inadequate:  "the heron in flight," "the heron poised to strike a fish," each one outlined in stark clarity… THAT heron, well, she's stalking alright, dimly perceived "through a glass darkly," but  - "WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT ME FOR?" and THAT tattoo rendered in a pointillist mode qualifies as ART! LOL: being a Symbolist artist kind of sucks, but it's grand when it's all clicking, and there are actually a few people out there who appreciate it! They may not understand it worth a damn, but hell, isn't that what ART is all about? "‘A good piece of art can be understood by anyone.’ Patrick Mimran."
		//	"A GREAT PIECE OF ART IS INCOMPREHENSIBLE" — B.A.R.BLAYK thanks! - bonzie anne https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wLAFy7o7Zvo&index=6&list=PL0D887FFE790A63E0 PS:  The link is to a tune by ROOT! - the band the frontman for TISM put together after taking off the mask? It's almost unbelievable that a band as clever as TISM was a hit act, but that was in Australia, and that was soooo long ago.  *sighs*      ¬
		   ROOT! My Other Bumper Sticker Is Intelligent  www.youtube.comMy Other Bumper Sticker Is Intelligent. The new film clip by Melbourne band ROOT! Hear fifteen new songs on their album Surface Paradise, in stores now. http...               
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		 3/23, 11:49pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk Ah, and that $50,000 B-movie magnate who wanted a free Samoans tune, but was willing to settle for a free bonze blayk themesong? Uh… this was the movie; alas, the Idiot Wing of the Angry Samoans blew away my efforts in getting THAT shit done! http://www.imdb.com/title/tt3157680/      ¬
		 Catch of the Day (2013)  www.imdb.comDirected by Michael Leavy. With Gilbrando Acevedo, Krista Ayne, Ed Heavey, Boomer Tibbs. Within a small country town, people are disappearing without a trace. It's up to one big city detective to discover if they're simply runaways or if there's something much more sinister at work.                  
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		 3/23, 11:51pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk In the style of? Fuck.  He wanted a Dickies sound-a-like track! Well, I could fake it if I omitted the keys, but I'm pretty sure the guy is OK with "fake"… as long as it's free! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1gQF2bicUC0      ¬
		   CALIGULA  www.youtube.comI've always wanted to make a video of this track from the Dickies Album 'Second Coming' - so I've had a bit of a go!               
		March 26
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		 3/26, 10:03am   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk … woah yeah, that was DEFINITELY worthwhile… thanks again, Garry! http://youtu.be/LW7vXV7ngWs      ¬
		   Mike Brindisi and The New York Rock - CULT OF PERSONALITY  www.youtube.comMike Brindisi and The New York Rock KICK OUT THE JAMS on CULT OF PERSONALITY by Living Colour! March 22, 2014 at The Haunt - Ithaca, NY THANK YOU - bonzie anne               
		March 27
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		 3/27, 2:36am   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk FYI: http://www.gofundme.com/7spf54      ¬
		 Click here to support Appeal Decision on Illegal Search by Eliot E Rich  www.gofundme.comOn November 1st 2012 the Tompkins County Sheriff's office obtained an illegal search warrant to search my private home residence following an alleged assault that occurred outside my home. I was in no way affiliated with the persons involved in the alleged assault and the suspects did not have an...              
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		 4/5, 12:01am   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk Here it is:  GET OFF THE AIR - from 12 May 1979 - 1:54
		 
		(the way to make friends and influence people - negatively) http://badtriprecords.biz/angrysamoans/GET%20OFF%20THE%20AIR%20-%20H264at.mov hugs… - bonzie anne          
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		 4/5, 12:01am   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk PS:  BARB opines in re: Rodney… https://bonzeblayk.wordpress.com/2011/02/12/getofftheair/      ¬
		 GET OFF THE AIR  bonzeblayk.wordpress.comThere was a certain amount of controversy generated by one of the songs written and performed, persistently, repeatedly, over and over and over, by the Angry "Samoans". "How can you be so mean?" Oh...              
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		 9:27pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk And just yesterday, wafted on the winds from the long-past that is never remote from my present, burning fragments of a shred of memory… in the form of an unopened billing statement from Cayuga Medical Center for ER services on 4/4/03, which I came across while sorting through a mass of old papers to clear the premises of STUDIO WAN of clutter… Unopened, because I didn't really come back again until January 2010, when Dr. B. took me off all medications? Damn, I could swear… I am smelling money again!      ¬
		       
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		 9:31pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk DRUG SCREEN-1050 is the generic illicit drug panel using EIA testing; THC-1050 is the GC/MS confirmation test following detection of THC metabolites, which for sure were present!; and PCP-1050 is the GC/MS confirmation test following… ? http://www.questdiagnostics.com/testcenter/BUOrderInfo.action?tc=23490&labCode=TMP      ¬
		 Drug Abuse Panel 10-50 with Confirmation, Urine (23490)  www.questdiagnostics.comThese are clinical, and not chain of custody panels. Screening is performed by Enzyme Immunoassay (EIA) and confirmations, if desired, will be performed by Quest Diagnostics choice methodology (call local lab for more information). The DAP title denotes the number of drugs in the panel (ten drugs in...               
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		 9:47pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk … feels like a BINGO! to me, but I have to wait for the hospital records to arrive (or for Kevin to share them) for confirmation. And back in court in 2003 down in Elmira, Paul Thaddeus Povinelli PhD of Trumansburg is opining… (extracted from an email to Kevin.-) -
		_____ Dr. Paul Thaddeus "I have never lost a case" Povinelli delivers more testimony drenched in bullshit, but there's an interesting point embedded in it: Direct Examination of Dr. Povinelli - AAG Carol Cocchiola - p. 7 Q. Would Mr. Saunders agree to let you administer
		the full battery of tests? A. I didn't wish to do it at that time because I saw
		essentially the same thing I saw in 1997. Q. All right. Now, as far as the -- his appearance
		when you interviewed him earlier this month, can you
		describe for us how his mental state was. A. He was kind of confused when I saw him, he was
		experiencing auditory hallucinations, he said he was
		hearing gibbering voices talking to him, telling him to
		hurt himself, but he assured me he wouldn't hurt himself
		but the gibbering voices were there. He was very
		vigilant and fearing that people were conspiring against
		him, that people were poisoning marijuana that he was
		smoking, that the conspiracy is against him.
		_____ Um, yeah, something like that:  I was raving mad, but even in a mad state, I'm not totally witless. "I have never lost a case!" Dr. Povinelli - why?  Nicholas Nassim Taleb's friend Fat Tony would know:  it's because it's a RIGGED GAME. thanks, and hugs - bonzie anne PS:  Since I feel compelled to add something almost totally irrelevant, how 'bout this? … wow, do I hate critics.   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1XBnugm29E4      ¬
		   Deep Purple - Mary Long  www.youtube.comThis is the second track from Deep Purple's seventh album, Who Do We Think We Are (1973). Lineup (Mk II) - Ritchie Blackmore: guitar, Ian Gillan: vocals, Rog...               
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		 10:03pm   Bonze Anne Rose Blayk … and presumably Fat Tony would tell you, the only way to blow up a rigged game is to rig it right back?  Hundreds of pages of psychiatric records, documenting the atrocious past of -bonzi black-… not merely a rapist and wife-beater, but probably the most worthless employee in the history of Cornell computing! LOL That second paragraph on the first page of Kenner's "The Counterfeiters," which I re-read avidly after getting a decent copy for myself also back in December… well, I'm pretty sure I got Susan to read that; she's one of the few people who ever read books I thought highly of and recommended to others. No doubt about it:  this shit is -spooky business-, yet at its heart is that awe-inspiring POS script… ROCK ME… and my deep and abiding LOVE of The Industry and its shitty worthless fucking "contracts"! LOLOL - "BRAIN DAMAGE #2" most sincerely yours… bonze anne blayk - guiterroriste      ¬
		       

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